DISAPPOINTMENT

sAD, angry, frustration, anger, unhappy, jealous, disappointment... that's what i feeling now. That person actually say she miss another person and not me. Hello!!! someone here, blogging now, is much closer to you compare to that person u miss. DO YOU KNOW WHAT IS U HAVE BROKE MY HEART. 2years of friendship, one year not so close, second year close until everyone say that we cant miss meeting one another for one day. Every morning meet each other, almost everyday go home together, sms each other everyday last time. now no sms from you. Fb also stop commenting. Ya ok, i know, u seldom facebooking nowadays, what bout twitter. u tweet everyday. u nv reply my tweet. 'BEST', yeah rite, 'best' is just call for fun only rite. to you maybe, but to me never. I mean every single words i say. 'Best' is one of the words which means a lot to me. i don't anyhow use the word 'best' on others. i just wan you to know, u have just ruin my day. last time i told u, 'u make my day, not made but make' maybe i was wrong...

p.s thx blog. u r the only place where i can just write out all my frustration... although i didn't feel better, but at least i did tell someone or something whats going on in my brain. sometime i think, what ever i write here no one will read one. so why bother writing it. Well, i told myself, maybe one day that particular person will read through my blog and know that how much that person mean to me. just hoping this day will come...