A Night ended. It's time for the biggest thing I have ever plan and I have ever done in my whole life. Confessing to her even though I already know she will confirm say no. Well the result is what everyone expected and whoever knows about this confession has already warn me about what is gonna happen after that. True enough. We got a lot more awkward and hopefully I won't regret what I have done. The only thing I regret is that I might lose you. But I have no choice. The urge to confess to you again is making me suffocating. Like sometime I just can't accept the facts that you don't have feeling for me with all the action you did. I am not blaming you, it's just me, who always like to over think and cause myself to be in this state. Somehow I feel better after confessing to you although you reject me and we became a lot more awkward. Every decision has gains and loses, has pros and cons. After this confession I can see it more clearly that you really only want to treat me as a very good friend and nothing else. I am really grateful for that as after what we had been going through, you still willing to accept me as a very good friend. Next time I should really stop over thinking about your every action towards me, like sending selfies, complaining to me and more. But I doubt all this things will happen again. Ok maybe will, just maybe like months later... Need time to clear this awkwardness between us. I can understand why you reject me. It's okay. I just want to tell you I still love you that's all. I am sorry if I creep you out yesterday and sorry if I bring any trouble or problem to you. And I just want to say you can don't love me back and don't accept me but you can't stop me from loving you. So ya. And anyway the song I sang during A Night is for you. Hope you like it although I screw up the back part. 

I don't even know why I wrote all this posts. Is like all this is what I want to tell you but I don't dare let you know and let you know I have been blogging about you and let you read. I am sorry. I just don't have the courage. And I don't even know if you bother to read all this posts after you know about it. So it's ok. I just want you to be happy and hope I not causing any 烦恼 to you.