Its been days since i have been thinking about it. I really want confess to you again. but all my friends that i have ask say better don't confess. even the flipping of coin and using apps to help me decided also say don't confess. so i am confuse. i really don't know what to do now. to confess or not. i don't even know what i am thinking now. I am fine with you rejecting me(i guess) my main purpose of confessing to you again is to tell you how i feel about you but at the same time i don't want us to be awkward all over again and this time the situation might get worst. no one knows. i want to be honest with you and admit to everything i have done. i blog about you, i confess to you on NP confession and its recently and i am surprise my confession touches alot of people hearts, i still tweet about you, but i try not to, i ask you question on ask.fm, i stalk your twitter everyday, i stalk your instagram almost everyday and i always looking forward to read your blog and everytime i saw your picture i always stare at it for a few seconds more than other picture, and i just don't know why and i only realized after a few seconds. i am really sorry if all this creeps you out. i didn't mean it, people might say me stupid and dumb or no brain for telling you all this, but i just don't want to hide it from you anymore, i just want to be honest with you. cause i believe if you truly love someone, just be honest with them. Love is the biggest sacrifice, at least to me.
My friends were all right, no matter how many times they told me not to confess or how the coins and apps told me don't confess, i will still confess. now the problem is, i don't know when is the right time to confess. i was thinking of after ANight, but i scared i have no chance to confess and things might go wrong. i really don't know. i feel helpless...