me always there for you...

yOU ask me out again... I am very happy. love being with you, especially when we are going out alone together. love it when you are the one that ask me out. you even 'book' me during holidays le. haha! Watching movie with you is the happiest thing ever. i know that whenever you watch movie, you will cry at those touching or sad scene. i just wish i can lend you my shoulder to lie on or put my arms around you so you can lie on me, feel comfortable. But i dont have the courage to tell you that. I just hope i will be able to tell you that one day. I promise i will go back and see you. But just too much project and work need to be done. no time. i know people will say this is just excuses, but i also know you will understand me. sry that i cant be there when you are so stress or when you needed someone... so sry... :(
You have been emoing ah. what's wrong babe. i know you have been quarreling with your family this few days. i guess is because you are too stress up. Tell me lah. dont keep it all to yourself leh. my heart will pain when i saw what you wrote on twitter. Don't make me worry about you. You know i will always be there for you... Really hope holidays will come now so i can meet you right away. MISS YOU SO MUCH!<3
P.S I LOVE YOU

Yeah, It's Just Me: what i did was unforgivable... unforgivable...

Yeah, It's Just Me: what i did was unforgivable... unforgivable...: I know the feeling when you get rejected. I cant say i know it best. But i have sure felt it before. My stubborn mind tells me that you ca...

babe! its not your fault. it can be forgive. don't think so much after you have rejected him. don't let it bother you. and i don't agree to what you say. You still can find true love at this age. :) don't because of one screw up relationship and ruin your mindset towards true love. u know i will always be there for you! <3

EverAfterSmile

sO happy to see u yesterday! <3 so happy that you are the one that ask me out. cant wait to meet you on Monday again. i love to watch movie with friends, especially you... actually when you say ur friends gonna watch movie with us, i don't really like, cause i only wan to watch with you alone and i very scared that if ur friends come tag along, u will walk with ur friends and ignore me. but u didn't. instead u keep walking with me. well... look like u are still very close to me. and i hope our relationship will always be so close... starting to miss you le! <3 love you! <3

YOU

wENT back today. Starting i was happy cause i finally get to meet you. But when i saw you, i don't feel good about it. you are not like last time, when we use to meet in the morning. That's when you will talk non stop, complaining to me this one bully you, that one so annoying and listen music together. today, you seem like trying to avoid me. But but, you will still come by my side and talk to me. I got the feeling that you want to tell me something, something that i want to tell you too. Maybe i think too much. just hope i am not. I am sorry that i can't comfort you when you tell me you were stress. I am so sorry. I try, but i just don't know how to comfort. How i wish i can lend you my shoulder to cry on if you really want to cry because of stress. I promise to you once that i will always be by your side. Sorry that i have to broke this promise. Well u broke your promise too. You stop telling me your unhappiness, your frustration, your sadness... why? Tell me is it that you lost trust in me cause we meet up very less liao. Pls tell me. I am tired of guessing the reason why u stop smsing me everyday like you always did last time. I just want to lend you a listening ear to make you feel better. I just want you to know that no matter how far i am from you, i will always 'stand' by your side... and u today didn't wait for me, not like you always did, and went back liao. That's is not you that i know. :(

LAST DAY OF WORK AT COUSII PET SHOP

tODAY was the last day of me working at my cousii pet shop! So sad but happy at the same time. Cause cannot earn anymore money. :( and i can finally slp very late and wake up at the afternoon. Not afternoon 12pm. is afternoon like 3-4pm. haha! :P I will confirm miss working with my that 2 cousii and my eight aunt. And miss some of the regular customer dog like, hermis, coffee&sugar and some golden retriever. Dont know whether they will miss working with me mah!? hmm... anyway my cousii opening a new outlet at bukit timah i think. Aiya just near my sch, Ngee Ann Poly. So maybe next time, once i am free from sch, i will go my cousii pet shop and help. hehe! :P See ya PETS IN WONDERLAND PTE LTD soon. <3

PICNIC WITH FRIENDS

oUT, we go for picnic. Went picnic with ZhiYun, Ashley, SiokChing, Eileen and terina. Finally get to meet each other. So happy. Wonder when will we meet again. Cause 2 go JJC, 1 go MI, 2 go Sp and i go NP. Everyone will be busy with their own sch. So today went Chinese garden with them. more like Japanese garden. PICNIC TIME! Actually thought that Chinese garden will be quite empty. Who knows, bangala, maids and some family went there. At first they wan sit under a tree. but i really wan to go back where we once have our cross country the big shelter there. Cause it reminds me of those memorable memory i have. especially sec 4. >< Sec 4 was when i represent my class to run and both my BEST&BAD junior stand near the finishing line, cheering for me. :D We bought lots of food. I bought drink. Ashley bought sushi, she make herself one. ZhiYun bought dim sum. Siok make sandwich. Eileen bought ti bits. Terina bought sweets and ti bits too. We eat the sushi and dim sum already full liao loh. Then we took lots of photo. have so much fun taking it. haha! Then we went for a walk round the Japanese garden. so windy, so nice! Then decided to go IMM. Ashley nv call her mum, then she say confirm cannot go. Then i say, 'u nv ask, u nv know' haha! so in the end she can go. haha! see told ya. then after that zhi and siok copy me, keep saying that sentence. lol! Only me, siok, zhi and ash went IMM. Went there makan and accompany zhi buy her camping stuff. She going her JJC camp 2moro. haize... dont know when will we meet up again...

MISS YOU

yOU not in Singapore now. only come back on fri. haize... felt quite empty. Wondering how r u over at that country. Wondering did u miss me. Wondering if everything is alright over there. I don't know why. Without you by my side, not able to see you, i already very sad. Not like last time, every weekday meet up with you, almost everyday sms u. Now worst, without you in Singapore. I think you have already feel up all my space in my heart...

DISAPPOINTMENT

sAD, angry, frustration, anger, unhappy, jealous, disappointment... that's what i feeling now. That person actually say she miss another person and not me. Hello!!! someone here, blogging now, is much closer to you compare to that person u miss. DO YOU KNOW WHAT IS U HAVE BROKE MY HEART. 2years of friendship, one year not so close, second year close until everyone say that we cant miss meeting one another for one day. Every morning meet each other, almost everyday go home together, sms each other everyday last time. now no sms from you. Fb also stop commenting. Ya ok, i know, u seldom facebooking nowadays, what bout twitter. u tweet everyday. u nv reply my tweet. 'BEST', yeah rite, 'best' is just call for fun only rite. to you maybe, but to me never. I mean every single words i say. 'Best' is one of the words which means a lot to me. i don't anyhow use the word 'best' on others. i just wan you to know, u have just ruin my day. last time i told u, 'u make my day, not made but make' maybe i was wrong...

p.s thx blog. u r the only place where i can just write out all my frustration... although i didn't feel better, but at least i did tell someone or something whats going on in my brain. sometime i think, what ever i write here no one will read one. so why bother writing it. Well, i told myself, maybe one day that particular person will read through my blog and know that how much that person mean to me. just hoping this day will come...